Life is made of so many choices;
- choices that you desire to change & you can change
- choices that you desire to change & you cannot change
- choices that you cherish
- choices that you regret
- choices that were turing points
- choices that were a sacrific
- choices that hurt
- choices that meant more than life
- choices that you did not want to make
- choices that you dream off
- choices that you look for and on and on and on…
I wish I had a time machine, to go back and make those changes; or do a documentary and ponder over the alternate reactions and realities that could have evolved. Not sure of how one can rationalise the emotions, questions, hurts, regrets, sacrifices.
And I don’t want to make a lame excuse or not be responsible for those choices by just saying “Oh! It was God’s will”. I am not sure what others think, but I for one believe I made those choices and today I need to live my reality based on the consequences over which I have little control or none – I had all control over my choices (probably I was coward sometime or thought of others opinions more than what it meant for me ).
However, its too late and I have to live the present realities and that’s ‘God’s will’ because he gave me all the freedom to be the master of my choices and now, I have no choice but to live His will – the current realities. Oh! I cherish the present and looking forward for the future; but I do wish I can make a documentary of possible realities that could have evolved (also make some changes to the choices I made or come close to those realities that I wanted always).
Ain’t the Bible true – “Whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap”.
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