Christus --> Lumen + Caritas + Logos

PART A My dear blog, I am puzzled as i write this. The only hope i write this is to give a meaning, a form to so many thoughts that are running in my neurons. Especially lately the consequences - reap what you sow. So often we work in the fear or by reasoning the aftermath of our acts and I have been one too - by trying to reconcile the facts and realities of life in light of the logical 'cause and effect' (i just spared a formal fish bone diagram). But the truth is, I am not the only one who has been puzzled with this. As i did a quick word search i landed upon so much of intellectual debate by the great thinkers and philosophers of the world and after reading their work i could just come to one conclusion - the one thing that i need to know is what I guess is the key and which counts the most or the only one thing that matters. Does the act count? Does the human person who does count? Does the result count? ( 'End justifies the means') Does the virtu...

She has been a gentle breeze; a tender leaf; a soothing note; a joy to have None has been more and will be more adorable apart from her Author She came from no where; never ever imagined her to be what she is I do not want anything from her than she being herself She is the last of His love - unconditional, all encompassing, and gentle She never barged in but she has left indelible impact that none can restore Oh no, i would love to have her till my home coming - to ashes I have done nothing that i merit her - the only one who did something was her mom who bore the pain For once i know there is a free meal that will last forever Can i say i am so blessed that i am reaping a joy which i did not pay for She is just a joy unleashed, a pleasure that you soak in Truly the only lasting sign of her Authors grace which shows that He still cares She is her father's everlasting joy and priceless find that he just could not but pen this one This is none but my little princess Riann - the fath...

Life is made of so many choices; - choices that you desire to change & you can change - choices that you desire to change & you cannot change - choices that you cherish - choices that you regret - choices that were turing points - choices that were a sacrific - choices that hurt - choices that meant more than life - choices that you did not want to make - choices that you dream off - choices that you look for and on and on and on… I wish I had a time machine, to go back and make those changes; or do a documentary and ponder over the alternate reactions and realities that could have evolved. Not sure of how one can rationalise the emotions, questions, hurts, regrets, sacrifices. And I don’t want to make a lame excuse or not be responsible for those choices by just saying “Oh! It was God’s will”. I am not sure what others think, but I for one believe I made those choices and...